So I’ve been avoiding writing on here because If I were to write about my time with T in full detail it would be epic. I’ll try to keep it very simple. It was perfect. As perfect as possible. Everything felt like it used to feel. It felt like when we first started hanging out. [...]
Archive for the ‘My non-existent love life’ Category
I told ya baby, I’d L-O-V-E you maybe….
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, boys, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, happy, heaven, help, hope, ideas, idividual, joy, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on May 29, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
To the hot host:
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, boys, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, happy, heaven, help, hope, ideas, idividual, joy, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on May 10, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
SO I’m back in my little boring hometown. I got a job and have some volunteer work to keep me busy so it could be worse. The funniest thing happened to me the other day, or more like I made the funniest thing happen. On my last day in orlando, me and my sister went [...]
and I go back to July all the time….
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, boys, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, happy, heaven, help, hope, ideas, idividual, joy, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on April 19, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
So I ran for a leadership position for glee and I won . Its a good thing because I really wanted it and possibly bad because N is now the VP so I will see him even more. But I decided to leave it up to fate with him. I really like him but I feel [...]
How many times will it take, to get it right?
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, boys, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, happy, heaven, help, hope, ideas, idividual, joy, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on April 12, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
SO a lot has happened. Last time me and T skyped I showed him a vid of me and N singing a song together. And boy did he hate on N! “He ruins the song! Your so much better than him!” Jealous much? lol. That week he talked to me a lot more than he usually does. [...]
your so gay and you don’t even like boys
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, happy, heaven, help, hope, ideas, idividual, joy, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on March 29, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
So N came over yesterday to chill. This is like the 50th time we’ve hung out. We TALKED and watched jersey shore………………really?really? REALLY? Maybe hes gay……
Jump then fall, and fall, and crash.
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, boys, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, heaven, help, ideas, idividual, joy, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on March 27, 2011 | 7 Comments »
So T texted me exactly 7 days after I saw him. He literally waited one week to text me. And what did he say? “yo. im alive. just wanted to let you know. As if, AS IF he expected me to talk to him first. I didn’t even text back but then a couple days [...]
Just another picture to burn
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, boys, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, happy, heaven, help, hope, ideas, idividual, joy, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on March 15, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
So my spring break was absolutely amazing for the most part. For the first couple of days I went to vero beach and partied with some of my best friends. One night when I was there I saw that my phone was ringing and that N was calling. I was a little shocked because he [...]
What the hell
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, boys, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, happy, heaven, help, hope, ideas, idividual, joy, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on March 3, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Do you ever try to evaluate your relationship in your head and you hear a little voice that says “friend? not friend. friend? not friend.” Thats how it it was for me all night a couple nights ago. I had pretty much given up on N. I kind of had the “if its meant to [...]
Hope
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, boys, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, happy, heaven, help, hope, ideas, idividual, joy, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on February 22, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
So I really like this guy N. He seems like he could be a really really good guy. He LISTENS, he never makes me feel stupid, and somehow I know that if he ever made a move in my direction it would be sincere. With almost every guy I’ve ever liked I’ve had to worry “Is [...]
Do you catch your breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do?
Posted in My non-existent love life, tagged bible, blog, book, boys, date, dating, feelings, flirt, freedom, friend, funny, girls, god, grounded, guide, happy, heaven, help, hope, ideas, idividual, laugh, lead, life, light, love, music, peace, people, person, read, sad, sky, smile, stupid, values, write on February 17, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
I got so unbelievable mad the other day. I got a 77 on a paper in English that I worked really hard on. I don’t get C’s in college. That is just unacceptable to me. To make it even worse, the kid I peer reviewed (whose paper was awful) and basically saved with my critic [...]